Monday, September 27, 2004
tagboard flooddd`
lol. hahaha.. lame lar.
anyways.. song.. can hear ? how iszit ?
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 8:49 PM
8:49 PM
Sunday, September 26, 2004
the o's are coming soon.. hais..
haha.. buried under hw!!! hees. =pPp~ trying to clear hww..
i was just fantasizing abt how it would be like waking up later than usual for school if i get into mj..
if i could that is.. zz.
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 10:06 PM
10:06 PM
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
lol. i'm getting a little confused. hmm.. i'm not referring to u. er.. yea..
anyways. tml have lessons again.. hais. what to do with my chem.. zz~ i'm in a dilemma.. this kinda grade like not here nor there.. like can go somewhere yet cannot go.. haha..
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 11:51 PM
11:51 PM
as for the prelim results i won't post it here.. wanna know can sms me or something. =) oh yea. i can't really go anywhere.. zz.
i lazy to update lar. oh yah.. i failed chem with an E8. i think mrs lim's gonna keep an eye on me. haha.. or think that i'm hopeless. phys and amath also caused my downfall with a C5.. =pPp~ disappointed.
for that someone out there.. hais. i dunno what to say. we differ too much in character.. so maybe u can't stand me or something. but it's not that i can't stand u.. it's just that i think u cannot accept me like this. so.. it'd be hard.. i dunno lar. i can't comment much.. just take things as it goes..
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 8:36 PM
8:36 PM
Sunday, September 19, 2004
yo peeps!
is this song better than the previous one ? maybe i'll play the other song again some time later.
haha..
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 10:40 PM
10:40 PM
lol. the start of the song may seem weird but it's an overall nice song. =) just bear with the weird opening of the song..
tml's monday. prelim result day. seriously. i'm scared and nervous. cos i know i cannot go anywhere.. lol~ don't comfort me! it's true.. no matter what u say.. =) it's accepted..
today i had fun.. went out with dad to shop for mum's stuff. dad's leaving in the morning tml.. after that i can slp on my parent's bed! yea! it's sooo comfy. ^^
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 10:19 PM
10:19 PM
Saturday, September 18, 2004
yo people!
hmms. today i went out since it was after my prelims. =) after the long stretch of exams.. it's finally over. but.. surely result wise it must suck. haha.. it always does.. *pessimistic*
anyway a lotta peeps started their blogs so my links got a lot longer. hehe.. hope u all don't mind. ^^ hmm. today i went with rach to town for fun. cos we couldn't get anyone along. actually we wanted to catch a movie but instead went walking in search of
penny's present. =x haha. not bad lar. at least we weren't bored to death. hey! knowing
rach.. i'm surprised. hehe.. =p~ anyways, i got for her something! but i ain't telling. wahhaa.. so after that we went to eat den went to borders.
we started reading stuff. den i read a book which i didn't understand until i dosed off. the next moment, we were told not to sit on the floor. so we left and headed to far east. well, the main purpose was to eat ice cream. haha.. so we left soon after. actually i pangseh rach for church~ lol.. what to do. it's church!!!
church
hmm. worship was okay. slow songs.. hehe.. not my cuppa tea. =p~ and cor brought fiona.. too bad chye guan couldn't come due to.. oversleeping ? zz.. lol. anyway, i didn't expect to see my bros there neither cos they.. DON'T GO TO CHURCH! yea. major problem huh.. den my dad was like "let them be. don't force them.." man. -.-" *chants repent.* =x lol.. message and all was fine. anyway update for what.. no one reads anyway.
combined area cell
mega worship session!!! plus an addition of an altar call.. not bad huh.. haha. well.. tm cell is new to the new area.. so it felt a tad awkward.. hee. hmm. daniel lead worship! haha.. gd try! jia you~ tm members support ya all da way.. =) anyways, everyone jumped and was so into it.. haha.. nicee. hmm.. the altar call was like.. almost everyone was there. so some of us just prayed for each other.. haha.. magical feeling.. feels good to help someone else. haha.. yea.. his presence was felt yea..
after that tm cell peeps bought bbt and bk to eat. *man.. we better watch our weights.* haha.. it was so fun. crapping. and cordelia stayed quite late today! aha.. usually she goes off v early. hees. about the dinner process and *ahem*... i don't wanna talk abt it. cos it's baddd. haha.. czekin and germs should know what i'm talking about.. *winksss*
cya people.. that's it for today~
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 11:41 PM
11:41 PM
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
chem suckss! haha.. won't it be contradicting if i were to take it for A's ? wahaahaha..
anyways, 2 more papers! gambatte neh!
hees..
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 4:26 PM
4:26 PM
Monday, September 13, 2004
we're just like anime characters..~
though there are obstacles in our way, our path has already been paved out for us. ^^ just do ur best and accept the outcome.. hee.
3 more papers to go! *chem, amath 2, physics~*
the outcome is still unknown. haha.. its the result that intimidates people anyway.
to those finishing their exams earlier.. haha. don't suan me lar. =p~ enjoy and have fun! *it's
only 2 days earlier. zz..* lol..
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 1:28 PM
1:28 PM
Sunday, September 12, 2004
yo people..
it's 7.28 in the morning now. just now at 4.50 i went to send my mummy off to salt lake city. it's about -2 degrees there. that's so cool! anyway.. it's her great USANA convention thingy. haha.. she's stopping over at san fransisco (which is 10 degrees) for 6 hours! believe it or not.. she's gonna be there alone for 6 hours. lol.. haiis. it's gonna be 3 weeks longer till she returns..
i had a talk with my daddy.. though im not that close to him.. he kinda regrets not spending time with us.. the plight that we're in today.. he thinks that it is partly due to his negligence. yea.. i can't deny that the gap between my dad and us is even greater than my mum's. haha.. but~ it's one's own personal decision whether she/he wants to strive to do well anot. basically.. it's ur own determination. and i guess we lack that.. i know that he wants me to get like 10 points and below cos it's not within my brother's capability to do so.. but i feel the pressure from him. i really hope that i don't fail to meet my expectations. i can't afford the consequences. haha.. seriouss. zz~~ sian! i was planning on working real hard in jc.. but i have to do equally well now.. but i'm not confident of doing just that.. besides.. i know how arrogent some people are.. so i have to prove them wrong.. lol~ and my dad wishes that too!
i wanna make them happy.. =)
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 7:29 AM
7:29 AM
Friday, September 10, 2004
my lips are cracking! lol.. *goes hysterical and gulps down a mouthfuls of water~* -.-" like that's gonna help much.. =p~
anyways. last night i went out with my mum to my tution cher's house for a while.. well.. my mum cancelled cell at our place. so im like
really sorry to cordellia and everyone in the cell. i thought my mum would be more understanding. but ahh well.. it's kinda temporary.. *i feel so xtra.* =( -grumbles- i'm depriveddd.
hmm.. and when that happened.. my mum was like "It's not that you should not put God first.. But studies are more important." hey.. hello.. so contradicting! lol.. -.-" priorities right. yea whatever.. fine.. then.. she goes to say.. this week is a very crucial week cos it's the only time for O level preperation. zz! AND THEN. it's not like ur mid year results were fantastic.. that does it.. *a stab into my heart.* ouch! zz.. haiis.. i know i know.. then.. it's better if u get into a jc for the first 3 months.. *o.O.. who doesn't want to right..* anyway.. i just felt myself boiling inside.. so much to rebuke. =x *i'm rebellious ? nah..* but so much i wanna explain.. then i felt guilty. what if i did not meet my expectations.. it's my own doing.. it was then and there i felt the pressure cos my mum told me about how slack my brothers were.. and how i should be the outstanding one.. hai... i really dunnooo. am i gonna make it ? if i don't.. i'll be letting those people around me down. just like a repeat of mid year. but it's too late.. somehow thats what i feel.. i wanna start all over in jc. how i wish i could buy insurance for studies..
well.. gtg now.. bte fir songs are quite unique. lol.. ^^ yay~
madness~
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 1:49 PM
1:49 PM
Thursday, September 09, 2004
hey guys...
i've been sleeping like a log *notice i didn't use pig. =p haha~* these few days.. hai. deprived of sleep cos i've been watching animes day and night. lol.. did i mention that DearS should
not be watched.. -.-"
last night i dreamt that i scored a 9/25 for my recent physics test. kaos. i was so shocked! cos i don't recall getting such a grade. mine was something like 33/40. haas. though mrs fong said that anything below 35 was bad enough. ah well.. i wasn't informed about that test anyway. *more like i wasn't listening..* zz.. and i got a 12/20 for my english! haha.. weird right. i mean.. "??" nvm. surprisingly, i was okay with it. ^^ that was when my hp alarm started ringing. and *poof* went my dream.. but anyway i carried on with my sleep.. until 10am..
dunno why i don't feel like studying now. lol.. i mean i'll start when i get into jc.. but it's just not now. my mum and tution cher are like going "oh.. the O's are coming.. u shouldn't lose momentum." blah blah.. haii. i mean the prelims are more likely to be the killers. haha.. don't you agree.. o.O..
kiee. i should go do other stuff. hees. *waiting for hikaru no go to dl finish in 6 hours ? -.-"* till then.. tatas~
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 1:22 PM
1:22 PM
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
due to demand.. i shall update.. lol. though i find it kinda tiring.. cos nothing's interesting these days.. except for the constant nagging from my mum.. hehe~
hmms. today went to watch movie with qy kev jeff and azfar di. haha.. A Cinderella Story. Not bad.. the guy (Austin Aimes) very cute. haha.. after watching the show i came home.. azfar followed me back. hees. cos there was no food at home.. *no one to cook it* i went to mobil to get a copy of lime and a packet of chips. hmm.. the magazine got that cute guy on the front page! haha.. *gleams*
okay.. now time to read my magazine le.. =x cyaa!!
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 3:55 PM
3:55 PM
Friday, September 03, 2004
this week of exams are finally over.
summary ? haha.. ok a sneak preview~
eng - paper 2 was not very gd.. haha..
chi - zz~ doesn't really matter.. cos i dont care. ^^
ss - ahh! don't talk abt it! =p
bio - err. i also dun really care. just did my best.. some questions were difficult`
e-math - left some blanks. and made 1 careless mistake.. but there're more to come..
geography - my map reading didn't turn out good.. lol..
a-math - i got a weird graph. and i died doing integration.. couldn't do it.. -.-"
yea thats it. haha.. hopefully can pull through and get into mj. =)
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 3:36 PM
3:36 PM
